I've been pissfarting around in my head for hours, bumbling around the house, pretending I didn't know where my camera was, putting off the inevitable. Yes, I was procrastinating... Why? Because I wonder if doing these readings is worth it. If anyone actually listens to them or thinks about them or even cares that some cold where in Australia is this old woman talking about all this deep shit and stuff... And it is FREEZING here tonight! I didn't want to talk on camera, that was my issue tonight. I'm a bit croaky and wheezy and I feel like crap, so I procrastinated, until finally I decided that the best way to get it out of the way, was do it. Just do it. And then came the surprise kicker! Ha ha Universe... You saw THAT coming didntcha? Very funny... NOT. The lessons are hard right now - this one, the hardest of all. KNOWING that love is the ONLY answer to anything. Believing I'm worth it. Accepting it as the most basic of human rights. Trusting in it. Having faith. Knowing that everything is ok as we transform through this life of ours. Thank you for the gentle and beautiful reminder to stop and smell the roses and appreciate the beauty that surrounds us. Thank you for the reminder that love is all there is. Love and Blessings from me xoxox The reading will be a little delayed while I remember where I left my camera :D
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