It's April Fools day and I feel like its been April Fools day for most of my life. Sad, innit? OK, that's ma wee pity party out of the way.
I'm sitting outside with my nutty cat Tigger and it's a wee bit chilly but nothing bad, specially after the heat we've suffered through lately. I've been sitting with my head in my hands and an ache in my belly coz I made the mistake of assuming that, having been gluten free now for over 8 months I could eat a little bit without suffering too much. I was wrong. As usual. It hurts and I won't make that mistake again.
A butterfly just landed on my laptop. They've been following me everywhere, as have dragonflies. Change. Transformation. Illusion. Beauty. Sigh....
So much in my head right now. I have one of the biggest decisions of my life to make and I'm scared. Scared of making the wrong choice. Scared of doing it alone. Scared of being scared. Worried all the time about what might happen, what might go wrong. Scared of leaving everything I know behind and knowing that, as always, I'm on my own with it all...
Such is my life.
Well, I'm going to go try and get rid of the headache that's just set in - gluten again... Have a beautiful week.
Love and Blessings,
Here's the March Mandala: EQUINOX by Marg Thomson