I hadn't wanted to write anything today. I didn't want to think, remember what happened eight weeks ago. It's like someone's pulled a curtain between my mind and the memory of that awful afternoon and I kinda like it like that. I guess I'm starting to heal. That's a good thing.
I'm still waiting on the insurance company. I'm still in limbo. That's not a good thing.
I've had some big lessons from the Universe - about patience, assumptions and learning to let go and let it all be. They've been hard but liberating.
I see by my site stats that the views to my page have all but disappeared. So have the donations, most of the support and many of the people who insisted on 'being there' for me. It seems disaster has a use-by date for most people, except those caught up in it. That's ok, that's been a big lesson too - to let go of the bitterness and hurt of being abandoned by people who promised but then didn't deliver. I'm just so very grateful for ALL the people in my life who really do love and support me - I am truly blessed in the friendships I have all over the world. Thank you - all of you.
So here comes another week. I hope by the end of it, I will have some resolution, some closure and some idea as to where I'm going and when.