It's a still cold clear morning and the magpies are carolling in the backyard, waiting for Tigger the Mighty monster cat to get out of the bird bath where he is sitting, drinking the water...
I've got hayfever. The blackwood wattles are flowering and my nose is running and my eyes are itching. I feel like crap. But then, I have a lot to feel like crap about. The end of a beautiful friendship, the facebook fiasco, the poor health... I could go on and on and have quite a self-pity party all by myself.
Not today. I'm through self-pity mode. This time it only lasted for a few hours before I realised that I had no need to do that anymore. The old me would have wallowed, but she is long gone and although her distant memory echoes, I am no longer that woman.
I have healed so much in the past few years. I have come such a long way out of the darkness that was my life. I can feel the warmth of the light on my face and knowing it, there will be no going back.
And where would I be without my friends? Both new and old. Those met in reality and those met in cyber space. My friends who have supported and loved and nurtured and held me in their hearts while I have grieved and chucked temper tantrums and howled at the Universe because most times, life is NOT fair. It's just life. Yeah... So thank you my beautiful, wonderful, amazing, compassionate, loving, caring, giving, creative friends! I am so honoured and humbled to have you all in my life :) I am truly blessed.
Today I am going to get my hair cut. Let someone massage my head. Experiment with colour. Transform me.
It's time to let