Its the first of July 2012 and I woke up late feeling a bit crappy with a cold and the sense of despondency. Why bother with anything? Lingering remnants of bad dreams added to the feeling of apathy.
Tigger (my nutty Maine Coon cross) was determined to be fed however and his constant batting of my face with claws extended soon got the desired result of me falling out of bed to feed him and let him out to rampage... He makes my day, that cat, every day:)
So I got up, made a cup of tea and booted up the laptop. I was hoping to find a message from facebook apologising for the monumental fuckup of miscategorising my facebook Page but I had more odds of winning tattslotto, so I checked the numbers first. No surprises there, LOL! No message from facebook either.
So I sunk myself into self pity mode a little more until I couldn't stand to be in my own brain with myself and decided to let it all go and draw a card from my deck. What is it I need to know RIGHT now? I asked.
And the angels flew in.
This card is all about being surrounded by the abundance of creation. Being grounded. Being protected and guided. This card is about being given a gift - the gift of life. I'd forgotten to be thankful. Forgotten that I am surrounded by wonderful people with incredible honour, courage and compassion. Forgotten that I have so many friends who support and encourage me and nurture my heart and soul. Forgotten that my gifts lie in giving.
So thank you. Thank you to all the people who have come into my life in the past week, drawn together by the drama unfolding on facebook. Thank you to all the people who care enough to want to do something about it and are willing to give their time and energy and expertise in solving the problem professionally, mutually and wisely.
Thank you to all my friends, loved ones, acquaintances and fans.
Thank you Tigger :)
And lastly thank you to the world for creating an abundance of places to go and people to be with no matter what happens. I forget often that there is more than enough.