How're things with you, my friends?
Here's the thing I've been wanting to tell you all.
My business name is fullcirclemandalas - a lot of thought went into that name - yes, because mandalas are art in circles, but mostly because most things in my life run full circle. From start to finish, round I go.
And so I come to the end of my being an artist.
Yes, I mean it.
A long time ago, I was a writer but I stumbled and stopped. A time after that, I was a musician. That came to a natural end and I moved on and worked on my art until I realised I was being an artist. That has been a lot of fun, a lot of hard work and a lot of energy expended. But now, I no longer want to be an artist. That time is passed. I'm ready to let it go. To move on. To embrace change and find a new direction for my creativity.
I don't know what that will be.
I'm content to be nothing for a while.
Content to just live in the ebb and flow of life until I get the next clarion call.
Content to just be me.
I don't want to be defined.
I don't want to be labelled.
I just want to let it all go.
I'm living with my best friends dying right now and that has precedence. And it's teaching me to honour my Self above all else. It's teaching me to let go of everything that no longer serves my higher calling. It's teaching me that not everything matters.
Whatever happens will happen. There is no forcing this change.
So until I find that new space, that new place, that new direction, I will float here in this beautiful empty space and simply
In love and light